Gosh, there sure are a lot of coaches out there.&nbsp; Performance Coaches, Career Coaches, Life Coaches, Marriage Coaches, Financial Coaches, Health Coaches, Christian Coaches, even Divorce Coaches.&nbsp; Every time I fly, I sit next to a coach.&nbsp; It just seems to work out that way&hellip;men and women who hand me business cards with certifications from Covey, Maxwell, some university, or prestigious and puffy-sounding institutions like International Association of Coaching, Professional Business Coach Alliance, International Coaching Council, International Coach Federation, Certified Coaches Federation, Coach U, Certified Coach Training Alliance, New Age World Order, Worldwide This or That, Intergalactic Something-or-Other, Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry.
It makes sense.&nbsp; According to MarketData, beginning in 2008 our nation was flooded with men and women, unemployed or underemployed HR and OD types, many of whom&mdash;necessity being the mother of invention&mdash;hung a shingle, called Vistaprint and, poof, became a coach overnight.&nbsp; Today, this wholly unregulated industry approaches nearly $2.5B USD per annum and is comprised of an estimated 40,000 individuals.&nbsp; Oh, and the market is growing nearly 20% every year.
It&rsquo;s the wild west, and all comers are welcome!
Because coaches are not quite mental health professionals or counselors or therapists, no form of accreditation, certification, licensure or ordainment is required, and therefore the floodgates are open wide and what might otherwise qualify as &ldquo;malpractice&rdquo; is practiced all the time, but doesn&rsquo;t even have a name in this zoo.&nbsp; I mean, after all, what term would you use to describe a charlatan or snake oil salesman in a &lsquo;profession&rsquo; in which no standards exist and negligible or poor or underperformance thrives?&nbsp; Nothing, really, because there is no foundation, no basis, no context, no code, no law, no bylaw, no committee, no board, no &ldquo;standards and practices&rdquo; to which one could or should be [held] accountable.
Anyhoo, these coaches are so abundant, so everywhere.&nbsp; Each of them hawking his wares, peddling MBTI assessments or tarot cards, and describing himself as a professional.
To this, I simply say, caveat emptor, because the genie is out of the bottle, and testimonials are only as legitimate as the person giving them, particularly those that derive from a coach's roundtable or circle or council or cabal or coven, for that matter (the sort that masquerades as a client referral, when it is in fact just a peer-member of said coach's networking group, the members of which conspire to have one another's dues-paying back, that the rising tide may raise all boats therein, not entirely unlike in a pyramid scheme).
The other night, for example, I was invited to attend an elegant awards banquet during which I sat next to a nice young woman who introduced herself as &ldquo;a life coach.&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;Really?&nbsp; You don&rsquo;t say.&rdquo;&nbsp; She was maybe all of 28.
Earlier this week I spoke with a good friend who is, indeed, a professional coach.&nbsp; He has ten years of graduate education to prove it, is licensed as a clinical psychologist, has attended and taught countless coaching courses over the years, possesses a legitimate base of sound referrals, has published a prolific body of peer-reviewed academic papers, serves as an expert witness in civil trials, and sees the problem as I see it: the path too wide, the walls too low, the crowd too large, the scene unmonitored, and the gates unhinged.&nbsp; He spends a fair amount of time, initially at least, explaining his profession, defending it, and distinguishing himself from the quackery that comes to mind when people ask what it is he does.
But this, too, makes sense, considering how suspicious and skeptical and jaded people have become, employees and institutions alike, as a result of some poor practitioners who give an otherwise noble profession a sometimes stinky reputation.
It's unfortunate and wouldn't be necessary if not for so many bad actors.
There are many legitimate and excellent coaches, proven and successful advocates for one&rsquo;s potential self.&nbsp; They are authentic and courageous and trustworthy, are great relators, ask wonderful questions, listen well, have analytical minds, follow a rigorous and worthy protocol that stands up under substantive scrutiny, see patterns that clients/customers/patients would rarely see for themselves, collaborate to implement workable plans, hold individuals and organizations accountable for personal and systemic and sustainable solutions, achieve deeply qualitative outcomes (many of which are quantifiable, too), have legitimate references, and create independence&mdash;not dependence&mdash;eventually going away.&nbsp; As is the case in leadership, to succeed at coaching means to become unnecessary.&nbsp; Having to return in perpetuity is failure as coach and client.&nbsp; Successful engagements bring an individual or team or organization to such a reliably high level of performance that recurring appointments for prior problems or opportunities become unnecessary; only periodic check-ins and tune-ups are required.&nbsp; The coach who lingers is not a coach, but rather a surrogate, a crutch or, more insidiously, an enabler or parasite, similar to that ilk of ill-reputed therapists who wittingly medicate or treat patients for years and to no avail, never divulging that no off-ramp exists around the bend or that they, through their personal acts of omission, have commissioned dependence.
Should the day come that you, or someone you value or love, require the services of a true coach, be thoughtful in your search.&nbsp; I've seen several coaches graduate to 'friend' status and attend clients' childrens' graduations, while bad coaches will borrow your watch to give you the time, then send a bill for their effort.
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Real Coaching

I saw a news story the other night, on 60 Minutes or wherever, about a coastal tribe someplace that doesn&rsquo;t possess the concepts&mdash;let alone the words&mdash;for &ldquo;when,&rdquo; &ldquo;want,&rdquo; or &ldquo;worry.&rdquo;
Wow, what a world that must be.
It&rsquo;s clearly not our world.&nbsp; Not the one with departure times, the one with materialism, the one with anxiety.
But it&rsquo;s nice to know such a place exists, somewhere beneath our same sun.&nbsp; Though I will never be there, I resolve to worry less, be content more, and to abide in the moment.
Far from being the least, it is perhaps the most one can do.
That any of us can do.
Let&rsquo;s do it together.
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A few weeks ago now, a young man named Rob Reid passed away suddenly and unexpectedly.&nbsp; At his funeral the following Saturday, I got the impression that my own reaction was similar to others&rsquo;: shock and temporary speechlessness.
I didn&rsquo;t know Rob all that well; we&rsquo;d participated in a few meetings together at church, I&rsquo;d heard him preach, I&rsquo;d had lunch with him once, and he was always very gracious and kind and respectful and complimentary and supremely inquisitive.&nbsp; A curious mind, if you will, the sort that roils with energy, crackles with electricity and tosses and tumbles ideas and positions around like rocks in a dryer.&nbsp; He was a great advocate for alternatives, and would have been a natural and fearless debate coach.
In short, after years of substance abuse followed by treatment, more than a dozen institutionalizations, sobriety, counseling, fatherhood, career change, theology, seminary, introspection, writing, authoring, speaking, preaching, proselytizing and what can only be described as personal and spiritual transformation, Rob had gotten his act together and his house and affairs and life in order.&nbsp; Moreover, by sharing his story of addictive torment followed by peace and then steadfastly coming alongside others in distress, he positively impacted the lives of literally hundreds of broken men along the way, a dozen of whom spoke beside his casket with alternatingly booming and quiet voices, offering soliloquys and elegies and psalms and choppy stories made earnest when told by those whom I suspected had spent most of their lives on the back row, not the front.&nbsp; Some wore suits, others torn jeans and sneakers and sunglasses and gold chains.
And they brought the house down.
They shared testimonies, they quoted scriptures, they paced like cornered tigers, they sweat until undulating beads dropped off their chins.&nbsp; Some eulogizers read from worn and torn and crumpled pages of penciled notes, others from dog-eared bibles, and all spoke from the heart.&nbsp; Nearly three hours later, as this assemblage of motley men and proudly tattooed women wound their ways back to the pews, the rapturous revival almost complete, we viewed a parting slideshow of photos that summarized Rob&rsquo;s life as well as any can, images of his Disney daughter filling the screen while young choirboys from some YouTube recording sang like prophetic angels in a voluminously echo-y and stony sanctuary in Europe.
We departed, and hundreds of us&mdash;packed like sardines in a normally large enough facility&mdash;reverentially found our way outside and into the bright afternoon.
It had occurred to me beforehand that Rob&rsquo;s life was the sort Johnny Cash, Don McLean or Billy Joel would have memorialized wonderfully in their early songwriting years...that Rob's potential might hang in the air forever and that his untimely and early death would evoke the ceaseless &ldquo;Whys&rdquo; and &ldquo;What ifs&rdquo; that linger and tarry in throats.&nbsp; These are questions to which we&rsquo;ll not receive sufficient answers in this lifetime, but I can assure you of this fact, for I know it in my bones: in his short time on earth, Rob poured an inexhaustible sum of energies onto the battlefield and somewhere, way on high from across canyons and mountaintops and misty crags, I detect a faint yet comforting whisper in the wind, something that sounds a lot like, &ldquo;You did well, my good and faithful servant.&rdquo;
Rob&mdash;through redemption&mdash;lived just long enough to see his self created anew, clearly better than it ever was, and his restoration illuminated the path for many more.&nbsp; There is much in life that bewilders me, and I admit this freely, resting in the belief that Rob&rsquo;s early suffering proved an indisputably necessary tax, a waypoint to peace for scores unseen.&nbsp; Rob's restlessness, pacified eventually through his testing the bounds of a soul and the limits of love, somehow demanded that he explore, that he gnaw, that he lose all in order to gain all that matters.&nbsp;
The pang of losing a passionate, vigorous, ebullient young father who had so clearly just begun his Second Act will reverberate in my own heart for quite some time, but I take solace knowing that on one spellbinding day in the spring of '15, several of us had the distinct privilege to watch what had heretofore been an oft battered and beleaguered soul become the strongest and most beautiful thread&mdash;weaving and tying and uniting an entire procession of individuals together, each of whom is a beneficiary of Rob's pricked fingers.&nbsp; "Amazing Grace," indeed, for it was on that day, and most fully so, that Rob's spirit, perhaps leathery and scar-tissued from years of wandering and wondering, finally tore free from its chrysalis and bounced high on streams of warm air, straight past the sun.
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Rob Reid, The Fondest of Farewells

As another Monday comes to a close, maybe it&rsquo;s time for a movie review? Here&rsquo;s a peek at &ldquo;American Sniper.&rdquo; (Gimme a few more days to recover and, time and energy permitting, I&rsquo;ll summarize &ldquo;Inherent Vice,&rdquo; &ldquo;Blackhat,&rdquo; and &ldquo;Paddington.&rdquo; Two I recommend, one I do not.)
But now for the big boy, American Sniper.
For starters, if you saw it, no, your imagination is NOT playing tricks on you: it was &ldquo;CRAZY PACKED,&rdquo; because it opened to HUGE January numbers.
Having played only in limited release since Christmas Day, American Sniper opened nationwide this past weekend and grossed $90.2 million in three days, setting two box office records along the way: (1) It had the largest January opening in cinematic history, besting 2014&rsquo;s &ldquo;Ride Along&rdquo; (starring Ice Cube and Kevin Hart) by a whopping $58 million dollars. (2) It is the second highest R-rated opening ever, second only to The Matrix Reloaded's $91.7 million. (Interestingly, Bradley Cooper also starred in the third largest R-rated movie ever, &ldquo;The Hangover Part II,&rdquo; which grossed $85.7 million in 2011.) American Sniper received the coveted &lsquo;A+&rsquo; Cinemascore, which conceivably bodes well for its six Oscar nominations.
I enjoyed the film&mdash;if &ldquo;enjoy&rdquo; is the correct verb&mdash;experiencing it with 26 &ldquo;Movie Men.&rdquo; The word each of us used most frequently as we shuffled out of the theater was &ldquo;sobering.&rdquo; Save a few gunshots and explosions here and there, I found it to be a very quiet film. There is much on the screen, sure, but more of the action occurs within one&rsquo;s heart. If you search for its soundtrack on iTunes, you won&rsquo;t find one...because there isn&rsquo;t one. There are only three songs attributed to the film (&ldquo;Taya&rsquo;s Theme,&rdquo; &ldquo;Someone Like You,&rdquo; and &ldquo;The Funeral.&rdquo;) It&rsquo;s THAT quiet.
And precisely as I predicted a couple weeks ago, &ldquo;the left&rdquo; has lashed-out at the film, from Michael Moore and Seth Rogen to countless others bemoaning its [exactly as I wrote] &ldquo;glorification of killing.&rdquo;
C&rsquo;est la vie.
I suppose they&rsquo;d prefer we defend God and Country with butter knives or shoehorns or not at all. Or that we, fighting that shadowy terrorism for which we never asked, simply abide hijacked planes flying into our buildings or stand by silently while disenfranchised punks with guns shoot cartoonists in one of the most pacifistic countries in the world, the land of baguettes, croissants and crepes. Je crois que non.
And for those who lambast snipers as &ldquo;cowards,&rdquo; as some have done in the media recently, all I can say is they are living in fantasyland. The English were routed in our American Revolution because colonists employed tiny militia who, for primarily utilitarian reasons, incorporated guerilla tactics rather than presenting nice, clean lines of infantrymen to be shot down easy as tin ducks at the state fair. Such military adaption is as old as time itself, and snipers have always been and will always be a core force multiplier in wartime. To cede high and superior vantage points, whether through aircraft or rooftops, is suicide. End of politics, end of manners, end of story.
As for the film itself, it&rsquo;s simple and pure and entirely unornamented, as are all Eastwood&rsquo;s sparse creations, from &ldquo;Unforgiven&rdquo; to &ldquo;Gran Torino.&rdquo; In this case, it&rsquo;s a man and his long rifle, representing in their simplicity the entire sweep and zeitgeist of our 14-year war-on-every-front thus far. My takeaway? We are damned if we do and damned if we don&rsquo;t. There is no winning if we continue, but there is surely failure if we stop. In a world-sized playground in which bullies keep on comin&rsquo;, what choice remains but to stand one&rsquo;s ground? Better to die defending oneself than to forfeit freedom by allowing radicals to run the asylum unchecked.
But imagine plunging one&rsquo;s fist into a bucket of water. There&rsquo;s spillage, there&rsquo;s a wet hand, and as soon as it&rsquo;s removed, the water returns&mdash;save a tad less water now&mdash;to much of its original form and state and shape.
Such is the case here, it seems: as Bradley Cooper&rsquo;s SEAL sniper Chris Kyle eliminates 160-255 targets [actual figures remain murky] and kicks down door after door after door, deployment after deployment, tour after tour, the emotional and traumatic spillage is everywhere, and no one&rsquo;s hands are dry. There will be blood, indeed.
And eventually, Kyle makes the very logical decision to fight for his wife, for his children, for the vets who battle an equally real enemy back home in every form imaginable: mental, physical, spiritual.
As with &ldquo;Foxcatcher,&rdquo; we know how Sniper ends, too, but that doesn&rsquo;t make it any easier to bear. Kyle&rsquo;s casket, glistening in gold with an estimated thirteen dozen tridents, is but the umpteenth reminder the high price of war.
As has been described by all, yes, the film ends in utter silence. At this point, really, there is nothing more to convey anyway. A life is gone, more will follow, damned if we do, damned if we don&rsquo;t.
As for Cooper himself, he faces stiff competition for the Oscar on February 22nd. In a field that includes Steve Carell, Benedict Cumberbatch, Michael Keaton and Eddie Redmayne, there isn&rsquo;t one weak performance in the lot. Keaton is the shiny frontrunner, Cooper&rsquo;s role will likely divide voters right down the middle, Redmayne&rsquo;s Hawking is seamless, and Cumberbatch&rsquo;s Turing may be too obscure for some, so it&rsquo;s a complex race any way you slice it. I suspect Keaton will win (the Academy is lapping up I&ntilde;&aacute;rritu&rsquo;s longshots like sweet milk), and Cooper is phenomenal, but I&rsquo;d personally like to see Carell&rsquo;s portrayal of John E. Du Pont take the prize. He&rsquo;s ceaselessly flawless and haunting in ways only partially seen among his peer group here.
I don&rsquo;t know whether you saw &ldquo;Interstellar&rdquo; but, if you did, you might agree that HALF the film is easily &ldquo;the music.&rdquo; Without it, there is little to no movie. With it, it&rsquo;s arguably anthemic and propulsive, at least to me. And so, if I have only one negative thing to say about American Sniper, it&rsquo;s literally that in Eastwood&rsquo;s classic style, sans much music, American Sniper fails to create what it might have otherwise created had the ringing in Cooper&rsquo;s ears been further exploited, or had the funeral scenes been layered with more auditory crescendo, or had the moments of stillness been&mdash;gasp&mdash;accompanied by some strings or piano or lonely horn, a la &ldquo;The General&rsquo;s Daughter.&rdquo;
Musical accompaniment is, for me, immeasurably potent at creating layers and dimensionality, at creating emotion and movement in an otherwise line-free scene. Powerful as it was, I can only imagine how powerful Kyle&rsquo;s funeral scene(s) would have been had Sigur Ros&rsquo;s Jonsi scored them, or Michael Mann&rsquo;s team (think &ldquo;The Insider&rdquo; or &ldquo;Manhunter&rdquo; or &ldquo;Last of the Mohicans&rdquo;). Had Mann scored the film, for example, and accompanied the funeral procession with Taps, and rolled the credits silently afterward, wow. There DEFINITELY would NOT have been a dry eye in the house, I gua-ran-tee.
As it is, as his procession and burial occur, we only get one scant line of text which conveys that Chris Kyle was killed while trying to help troubled Iraqi veteran Eddie Ray Routh.
No larger account, no further contextualization, no grander perspective beyond what we&rsquo;ve just witnessed for, sure, two hours.
And I&rsquo;m fine with that; this was Kyle&rsquo;s story, not some attempt to cleanly encapsulate the entirety of war. But yes, I do wish we could have gotten four or five black screens about his life, his death, his family, his fallen brethren, our progress or lack thereof and our current state of affairs over there, and a suitable tribute to his legacy today, which is vast.
It is a haunting and beautiful and stripped down film, and I hope that Eastwood and Cooper continue to be acknowledged for their efforts in what is undoubtedly politically-charged subject matter, as they have proficiently created a lasting and impactful tribute&mdash;memorializing for all time one man&rsquo;s sacrifice, the greatest there is, for the country he loved so dearly, so actively, so passionately, so firmly, so unquestionably, so continually.
May he, and eventually each of us, rest in peace.
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Ten months before succumbing to pancreatic cancer at age 47, Carnegie Mellon&rsquo;s Randy Pausch made it clear where he stood on the Tigger/Eeyore debate in his final lecture, which ultimately sold 4 &frac12; million copies in the U.S. alone when committed to paper as The Last Lecture.&nbsp; The runaway bestseller has now been translated into 46 languages. 
 It seems the world loves Tigger, in part because he&mdash;like each of us at our very best&mdash;bounces rather than breaks.&nbsp; He&rsquo;s the ultimate proprietor of the proverbial lemonade stand, always making the very best from the worst life has to offer.
 In a world besotted with news, soundbytes, spin and social media, we are similarly saturated in hyperbole and hysteria, much of it negative.&nbsp;&nbsp;It&rsquo;s difficult to turn on and tune in without soon wishing to tune out.&nbsp; Terrorism, &ldquo;fearbola,&rdquo; the long tail of 2008, Congressional gridlock, wars without end, crime, thoughtlessness, selfishness, shallowness&hellip;it&rsquo;s understandable that after prolonged exposure to virtually any newscast, one finds him or herself slowly devolving into Eeyore. 
 Be they good or bad, our attitudes and behaviors&mdash;like yawning and laughing&mdash;are often contagious, and all the more so when they are extreme.&nbsp; It&rsquo;s not the lukewarm and middlers who influence us most, it&rsquo;s the superstars and the slugs, the hot and the cold, the zealots and the absolutely catatonic who seem to motivate or demotivate us the most.&nbsp; The tiggers cajole, challenge and champion, often bringing out our best, while the eeyores serve as cautionary tales, reminding us what happens when one loses his passion, purpose or hope. 
 Any time one finds herself discouraged, daunted or down, it&rsquo;s helpful to consider &ldquo;The Six P&rsquo;s,&rdquo; each and every one of which was demonstrated by Pausch and admittedly run like an undercurrent throughout the entire philosophies of Pooh himself, but which you&rsquo;ll similarly find in any optimistic archetype, from Terry Fox and Viktor Frankl and King George VI and Helen Keller and Winston Churchill to Clara Barton and Rosa Parks and Abraham Lincoln and Susan B. Anthony and George Washington Carver and Teddy Roosevelt, who captured the sentiment of tiggerness so perfectly on April 23, 1910 when he spoke at the Sorbonnes in Paris, saying, in part:
&ldquo;It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better.&nbsp; The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, who comes short again and again, because there is no effort without error and shortcoming; but who does actually strive to do the deeds; who knows great enthusiasms, the great devotions; who spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who neither know victory nor defeat.&rdquo;
 Both optimism and pessimism are incontrovertibly contagious, but the former bolsters our immune system, while the latter simply makes us&mdash;and those around us&mdash;ill.&nbsp; But if one were to journey toward optimism, by what stars would he chart his course?&nbsp; Is there such a constellation?&nbsp; Indeed there is, as demonstrated by the aforementioned superstars, so many others like them, and enumerated here:
 1. Perspective. The primary difference between the dour and the dynamic is perspective.&nbsp; It is from perspective that we see the following flow. 
2. Proportion. When bad things happen, the pessimist (Eeyore) blows things out of proportion.&nbsp; The optimist (Tigger) keeps things in proportion. 
3. Pervasiveness. For the pessimist, one bad thing becomes universal, leaking and tainting everything it touches.&nbsp; The optimist partitions &ldquo;that one bad thing.&rdquo; 
4. Permanence. For the pessimist, bad things become lasting, while optimists see them for what they generally are: temporary. 
5. Personalization. Pessimists are blamers, waving their accusatory finger at others, and pointing out the window at those whom they perceive as responsible for their own problems.&nbsp; Optimists are owners, taking responsibility for their choices, the consequences, and staring in the mirror at the captain of their ship (or, as described in Invictus and recounted by Nelson Mandela day after day for the majority of his adult life, &ldquo;the captain of my soul&rdquo;). 
6. Power. Pessimists behave as if they are hapless and helpless victims to a buggy code that lost a zero or one somewhere along the way, while optimists assume control of their own software and rewrite it to achieve a new and better outcome.
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We do well to remember Tolstoy who wrote, &ldquo;Everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself&rdquo; because, ultimately, regardless our role, each and every one of us is in charge of us&hellip;and is an influencer in his/her own right.&nbsp; A force for good, positivity and possibility, or for negativity, criticism or despair. 
 Far better, it seems, to be realistic, of course&mdash;but optimistically so.&nbsp; After all, the perils of pessimism are well-documented and undesirable all the way down the line.&nbsp; Doom and gloom may sell tickets and lather crowds, but they never win elections, rarely rally, and have a very poor track record for catalyzing communities or companies toward any sustainable change or culture.
 But Pausch, or Tigger himself, why, they seem to have tails so springy and levers so long that&mdash;time and again&mdash;the world is moved.
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*** Please forgive any errors, omissions or abruptness; this post was conceived around midnight, completed on an iPhone, and uploaded while being jostled in line at TGI Friday's in an airport. But I CHOSE to upload it nonetheless, so any shortcomings are mine and mine alone.
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The Perils of Pessimism & The Power of Positivity

[ Soundtrack for today&#39;s musing:
Jose Gonzalez&#39;s Step Out, followed by M83&#39;s Wait or
Jungle&#39;s Busy Earnin&#39;.&nbsp; It won&#39;t take that long to read my
brain toot, of course, but these are great songs to launch an evening. ] 




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Finally saw the documentary
Tim&#39;s Vermeer last night on that most antiquated of devices, our
actual television set.&nbsp; 




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It&#39;s a tiny tale about one man&#39;s
towering commitment and creativity.&nbsp; Clocking in at just 80 minutes, the
film is one of the fastest routes I can imagine to get from &quot;I&#39;ve lost
faith in people&quot; to &quot;human beings are amazing critters,
right?&quot;&nbsp; 




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I couldn&#39;t help but think of people
in my own life who already have or whom I believe could do something as
breathtaking: my dad who, at 78, shoots par on a regular basis, plays competitive ping pong and pickleball, has taught
himself to draw, paint, whittle, play guitar and who, just last week (having
never made anything remotely like it before) delivered the most spectacular
&quot;billiard-style conference table light&quot; to our studio that he crafted
from reclaimed GA and NC barn wood, riveted tin scraps, Edison light bulbs and
cotton cording, all while using ordinary implements.&nbsp; His fancy toolbox
was a red Folger&#39;s can.&nbsp; My cousins, Gale Odom and Howard Johnson, the
Centenary opera singer/Dean/professor and voice mail/chip speed guru/Oxford
lecturer, respectively.&nbsp; John Odom, former JAG lawyer, public servant,
amateur photographer, historian, sailor, and public speaker
extraordinaire.&nbsp; My incomparable wife, Dawn, whose spiritual gifts and
leadership abilities seemingly know no bounds.&nbsp; Folks on our team: Dave, Scott,
Amanda, Cesar, Stan, Charity, JR, Clay, Matt, Anne, Patty, Dick, Joe, Lou,
Peter, Sharon (among so many others).&nbsp; These people&#39;s patience, attention
to detail, ingenuity, commitment to excellence and creativity is, at times,
absolutely staggering.&nbsp; Polymaths, in many cases, who are not ensnared by
or entangled in what Bruce Lee called &quot;the classical mess&quot; (but here,
the unnecessary and limiting and ultimately stultifying boundaries between liberal
arts/technical professions and all points in between, most of which were the
Middle Ages&#39; rudimentarily handy way of splitting and lumping disciplines). 




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Think of all the people in your own
life (or yourself, for that matter), their displays of commitment and creativity,
and smile.&nbsp; As Morpheus might say, &quot;They choose the red pill.&quot; 




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The little girl who loves to build
wood forts with a saw, hammer, and bucket of nails, or who sews, or writes, or
looms until her fingers practically fall off, then goes to bed journaling, reading The
Hobbit or pre-thinking the launch of her new etsy store.&nbsp; The boy who
loves Tonka truck robotics, origami, judo, scouting, cartooning, soccer,
poetry, mathematics, or video editing.&nbsp; Whatever.&nbsp; Whomever.&nbsp;
Wherever. 




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We, the people, are an amazing lot,
despite the debauched mess you&#39;ll sometimes see on TV, be it contrived and
often vitriolic reality junk (which might as well be &quot;Hyperbole TV&quot;),
the pablum that passes for journalistic news nowadays, or the political
posturing and grandstanding that we see among our elected nitwits.&nbsp; (Gosh,
what I wouldn&#39;t give for an Abraham Lincoln right now.) 




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There is much good in the world, and
much genius, especially when considering multiple intelligences.&nbsp; Though
generations have been brainwashed and misled to believe standardized tests are
any worthwhile indication whatsoever of true intellect and/or potential, Tim
Jenison&#39;s Vermeer is a reverberative slap in convention&#39;s face.&nbsp; A
glorious reminder that what we know, or think we know, or are, or think we are...is
only the beginning of a tale that, much like the Choose Your Own
Adventure books of old, can go any which way for tens of pages before it
occurs to you to throw&nbsp;the thing&nbsp;in the nearest wastebasket, grab your own notepad and
pen, and write your own dang story. 




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&quot;It&#39;s just a mirror on a
stick,&quot; Tim summarizes to a stone-cold-shocked scholar.&nbsp; 




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That&#39;s right, Tim, in the same way
that a wheel is just a wide circle, water is just a liquid, or Kwai Chang Caine
was just a grubby little grasshopper.




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Tim's Vermeer

(1) Proper snorkeling&nbsp;begins at dawn.&nbsp;
That&#39;s insane.&nbsp; This is supposed
to be a &quot;vacation.&quot;&nbsp; I wouldn&#39;t
get up at sunrise if our house was on fire and Frank the Fireman stood over my
bed threatening me with his 4&#39; axe.&nbsp; 


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(2) Showering prior is illogical, and any scenario in
which showering is a bad idea is a bad scenario.&nbsp; 




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(3) To board the boat with 60 strangers, one must remove
his flip-flops.&nbsp; For an OCD germaphobe,
this is a mountainous problem riddled with red flags all across its peak.&nbsp; [Don&#39;t even get me started on the problems associated with
sharing recycled snorkels and masks.&nbsp; It
reminds me of Ms. Hightower&rsquo;s 4th Grade Music Class, after which&nbsp;thirty of us&nbsp;plopped our
plastic piccolos in a small bucket of water for the class following ours.]&nbsp; 




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(4) Climbing the stairs up from the teensy galley, I
accidentally strike my skull so hard on the steel crossbeam that I hear four
vertebrae crack.&nbsp; I am now dizzy,
nauseous, and sporting a splitting headache and nice goose egg.&nbsp; 




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(5) My only breakfast drink choice is a Yoohoo.&nbsp; Chocolate milk should not come in an aluminum
can and contain water in lieu of milk.&nbsp; 




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(6) My allergies are so bad&nbsp;transitioning from
Texas to here that I down generic Benadryl along with Dramamine, and because
&quot;Captain Martin&quot; has scared the bejezus out of us regarding the fates
of those miserable landlubbers unfortunate enough to become seasick.&nbsp; 




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(7) Time for sunscreen.&nbsp;
Wow, I hate sunscreen.&nbsp; Applying
it gives me the heebie-jeebies.&nbsp; Slimy,
sticky, cold, and stings.&nbsp; Who makes this
stuff?&nbsp; The Agent Orange Consumer
Products Division?&nbsp; 




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(8) After 90 minutes of sputtering across the sea,
battering wave after wave as if this were Pong, we arrive at...an unremarkable&nbsp;big brown
rock.&nbsp; But apparently, one so treasured
that if we touch the coral we shall be put to death, and if we bother the one
lone bird circling the alleged &quot;bird preserve&quot; atop the vegetation-free big
brown rock we shall be put to death a second time.&nbsp; Electrocuted, surely, but sans water like&nbsp;the pitiable&nbsp;Eduard Delacroix in The Green Mile.




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(9) After some lite instruction from two different men,
we are shown opposing ways to put on our snorkel masks, which amounts to this:
&#39;mount&#39; it from the front or rear, just don&#39;t drink the seawater, or you shall
become sick and/or die.&nbsp; By now, I&#39;m
convinced that dying would not be so bad after all.&nbsp; Really, really convinced.&nbsp; Preferred, perhaps.&nbsp; 




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(10) After awkwardly stripping down with all these
wonderful people, stumbling down the rickety, wet ladder with fins in one hand,
sunglasses in the other [it&#39;s bright, y&#39;all!], slathered in Crisco, and gasping
for air within this contraption-of-death gripping my face, I eventually &#39;fall&#39;
into the gorgeous blue sea, only to think [and perhaps scream like a little
girl], &quot;It&#39;s FREEZING!&quot;&nbsp; This
10th eventuality had not crossed my mind earlier. 


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(11) After peeking
at the admittedly beautiful sea bottom for a few seconds, all bets are off: I&#39;m
guzzling seawater, my mask is choking me, my little yellow floaties are
spinning around this way and that, my sunglasses are&mdash;of course&mdash;useless, and
I&#39;m being kicked by strangers.&nbsp; I
eventually turn in my snorkel and one of my two life vest devices, resorting to
just swim around like a dignified normal person for a few stolen minutes before
snatching defeat from the jaws of victory.&nbsp;
It occurs to me that my &quot;I coulda been a Navy SEAL if only I&#39;d just
chosen to&quot; is a silly and childhood delusion.&nbsp; Had there been a bell, I woulda knocked over
the 72-year-old woman in the neoprene knee brace to ring it first.&nbsp; 



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(12) Unexpectedly carried one additional meter by a
malevolent wave, I gently but surely rack myself on the base of the steel ladder and, for a brief
moment, the drawstring&nbsp;securing my ordinary yet necessary swim-trunks gets tangled in and snagged by
the 3&quot; Cotter pin attaching the bottom rung to the ladder itself.&nbsp; I panic momentarily, but do survive and remain clothed.&nbsp;&nbsp;By this point, admittedly,&nbsp;the prospect of nakedness is not even a Top 5 concern.&nbsp; 




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(13) I, along with three score of other drippy,
disoriented humans slipping to and fro like Bambi on ice eventually re-board our vessel of hell, but we are SHOCKED
to learn that, no, we are not going home yet, we are moving to &quot;another
spot&quot; for 3.5 more hours.&nbsp; Dear
lord, take me now.&nbsp; 




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(14) After a comical half-day at a second location no
different from the first [water is water, rock is rock, fish is fish, bird is
bird, sick is sick, headache is headache, sunburn is sunburn], the Captain
announces we are heading home.&nbsp; Praise
Jesus.&nbsp; We eat salad, rice, succulent teriyaki
chicken breast, and a buttery roll under the noonday sun on a white catamaran, jostling
for 15 coveted yet thinly padded seats, leaving 45&nbsp;unfortunate souls&nbsp;to eat sitting cross-legged on their derri&egrave;res, the equivalent of
picnicking on the floor of a hotel shower.&nbsp;
[Had we remained another 2-3 days, I&#39;m convinced I could have formed a
powerful union among the seven or eight people I noticed grimacing alongside
me.&nbsp; &quot;Germaphobes unite!&nbsp; Cleanliness for all!&nbsp; Mutineers Against the Ship Unsanitary!&quot;&nbsp;
I would have listed, &quot;You confiscated our shoes, without notice,
dehumanizing us from the get-go&quot; among our first of many deep-seated grievances.] 




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(15) Captain
Martin lied to me.&nbsp; He promised we were
going home after this second detour to the second dirt clod.&nbsp; We
are not.&nbsp; We are headed for &quot;a
surprise.&quot;&nbsp; Good grief.&nbsp; The LAST thing I need is another
surprise.&nbsp; I&#39;m still coming to terms with
the knot on my skull and the fact that I knowingly PAID for this misery.&nbsp; With money.&nbsp;
The surprise amounts to circling an area where, we are told, magical
green sea turtles live.&nbsp; We see no such
creatures, doubt they were ever there, and I&#39;m now wondering if the next
surprise will be a snipe or unicorn hunt or Bigfoot expedition back at the harbor.&nbsp; 




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(16) For our final 90 minutes back to shore, we are
subjected to &quot;merch sales.&quot;&nbsp; As
if I&#39;d want to be doing laundry three years from now, come across an overpriced
T-shirt&nbsp;commemorating this fiasco, and think to myself, &quot;Oh, what a lovely day that
was.&nbsp; If only I could relive it all over
again.&quot;&nbsp; Or just die instead.&nbsp; 




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(17) We are absolutely rocked by roiling, rollicking
waves, chaffed by gale force winds, and blistered by the sun as we tack our way
to and fro into what the captain brags is &quot;the second windiest port in the
world, second only to one in New Zealand.&quot;&nbsp;
[&quot;Yeah, and that&#39;s why no one in his right mind would live here,
you martyr,&quot; I mumble to no one in particular.&nbsp; The Darwin Awards are coming, and I nominate
every last one o&#39; you.]




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Eventually, it is over, and our indignity finally ends
when they allow us to collect our shoes from a steamy, communal rubber bin, but
not before proclaiming, &quot;If you&#39;ve had as wonderful a day as we have, be
sure and tip Eric, Josiah, Mario, and your other hosts.&quot;&nbsp; Yeah, that&#39;ll happen.&nbsp; Just as soon as I find my wallet in this asylum.&nbsp; Stockholm Syndrome notwithstanding, these are
nice guys, but at this point I just wanna be able to stand on land and die with
my flip-flops on.




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The shower back at our hotel takes a good two hours, as
such showers do.




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Gosh, it felt good to be sparkling clean, dry, Gold Bond powdered and to eat
dinner with family and friends in a place with white tablecloths and fine
china.




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On vacation, knowing these are only first world
nuisances, it&#39;s still nice to celebrate the 4th of July and not worry whether
one will survive the day or not.




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Long live land.


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Recollections from the Sea: 17 Reasons Why Snorkeling Is Not for Me

The hotel calls a cab for me, which arrives promptly.&nbsp; Early, in fact.


My host&nbsp;escorts me from the&nbsp;ballroom where I&#39;ve&nbsp;just concluded a talk,&nbsp;through the lobby, and out to the curb where the taxi awaits on a gorgeous Friday afternoon.


My escort and I&nbsp;shake hands,&nbsp;ultimately man-hug, and off he goes as I turn my attention to the&nbsp;cab driver&nbsp;who has popped the trunk.&nbsp; Oddly, though, once the trunk is open, he hops back in the cab.


Hmmm.&nbsp; That&#39;s sorta rude.


Self-service, I guess.&nbsp;&nbsp;


Undeterred, I heave my rolling bag into the trunk with one hand, close it with the other, gather my squirrelly posters under&nbsp;one arm, toss my&nbsp;shoulder bag&nbsp;across the backseat, and slide&nbsp;in.


&quot;Airport?&quot;&nbsp;


&quot;Yep.&quot;


And vroom,&nbsp;off we go.


&nbsp;


Within seconds, he is singing at the top of his lungs.&nbsp; Wailing, really.


He&#39;s a small fella, maybe 5&#39; 5&quot;, with&nbsp;obnoxious Bono sunglasses that hide a&nbsp;third of his face.&nbsp; He has&nbsp;wavy black Elvis hair,&nbsp;black button-up shirt, and blue jeans.&nbsp; He&#39;s probably 40 with deep dimples that remind me of&nbsp;some soap opera actor.


With his left hand out the window, he is conducting an imaginary orchestra.&nbsp; Thumb and index forming an O, palm out, flick, snap, twist.&nbsp; His right hand is struggling to drive, inconvenienced&nbsp;by doing&nbsp;so, what with the feverish tapping, thumb-drumming, snapping and so forth that is required by this apparent anthem.&nbsp; 


The&nbsp;wild, whooshing&nbsp;air is blowing through four open windows, and I&#39;m an afterthought to this possessed, soprano-ing man-banshee en route to hell.


&quot;Oh dear,&quot; I think to myself, &quot;this is going to be one long ride.&quot;


&nbsp;


But then, after a few beats and bars, something miraculous happens: I actually recognize the upbeat riff from 2008&#39;s Slumdog Millionaire.


&quot;Jai Ho,&quot; I whisper to myself.&nbsp; 


He stops mid-scream, bolts upright, whips his head &#39;round so fast I thought it was gonna snap plumb-off his shoulders and shouts, &quot;You know Jai Ho?&quot;&nbsp; (It&#39;s not really a question, though, coming more in the form of a revelation&mdash;and delivered accordingly.)


&quot;Jai Ho.&nbsp; Sure, I know it.&nbsp; Slumdog Millionaire.&quot;


He is beyond jubilant.&nbsp;&nbsp;Words do not suffice.&nbsp; I simply cannot describe his countenance and behavior.&nbsp;&nbsp;He is now euphoric, rapturous, even happier than when singing.


With a smile so&nbsp;wide&nbsp;it tears at his cheeks, he stares at me and says, &quot;No one knows Jai Ho.&nbsp; How you know Jai Ho?&quot;


&quot;I love movies,&quot; I say.&nbsp; The universal language of cinema, I think.


&quot;Latika!&quot; he growls.&nbsp; &quot;You know Latika?&quot;&nbsp;&nbsp;


&quot;Of course,&quot; I reply, recalling the female lead in the film.&nbsp; &quot;She was beautiful.&quot;


&quot;Latika, Latika, Latika,&quot; he announces to the world.&nbsp; Hilarity ensues.&nbsp; He is laughing uproariously, hands waving and dancing about, his head bobbing and bounding as if he&#39;s found water after a week&#39;s thirst.


&nbsp;


&quot;Where are you from?&quot; I ask.


&quot;Mumbai.&nbsp; Then Queens.&quot;


&quot;What brought you here?&quot;


&quot;My Latika,&quot; he says.


Wow, I think.&nbsp; He found his Latika.&nbsp; That&#39;s awesome.&nbsp; 


I mine for more, awaiting his love story, but then he says, &quot;Ex-wife.&quot;


&quot;Ex-wife?&nbsp; I don&#39;t understand.&nbsp; You moved here for your ex-wife?&quot;


&quot;She was not my ex-wife then!&quot; he exclaims, still bobbing and laughing and dancing in his seat.&nbsp; 


We are weaving through traffic like a video game, everyone else seemingly in reverse while we pulse along at forty through downtown snarls.


&quot;We are divorced now.&nbsp; I go home soon.&nbsp; No more games.&quot;


&quot;How did you meet her?&quot;


&quot;Online.&quot;


And so it goes for several minutes.&nbsp; My curiosity and confusion, his broken English, and our slapping meaning together brick by brick, often through arcane movie references, Bollywood and Hollywood converging as one.


&nbsp;


At first, when the unattended, yawning trunk greeted me, I hadn&#39;t liked this fellow very much.


And then, the singing.


But then, Jai Ho, and we were off.&nbsp; Laughing and commiserating about one thing or another like two boys do.


Now, we had ebbed again, in light of what I thought was a rather cavalier way to think about marriage.&nbsp; He made it sound&nbsp;so transactional, disposable, like a lottery ticket expired.&nbsp; He&#39;d found her online, moved to America, it hadn&#39;t worked out, and off he&#39;d go, soon enough, back to India to fish again.&nbsp; 


But he was extraordinarily charming.&nbsp; He had studied Economics, once worked at Compaq, then&mdash;to hear him tell it&mdash;had ditched working &quot;for the man,&quot; as it were, equating full-time employment with &quot;slavery of another kind.&nbsp; Too many games.&quot;


Life, apparently, seemed to have many games, marriage and employment among them.


Oy vey, what to do, what to do.


&nbsp;


But then, another surprise.&nbsp; 


As we were visiting, his cell phone rang.


He was exceedingly polite, kind, tender-hearted with his caller.


&quot;Yes.&nbsp; Yes.&nbsp; Yes.&nbsp; Twenty minutes.&nbsp; I will be there, do not worry.&nbsp; We will make it.&quot;&nbsp; His voice so chirpy and sing-songy I could listen to it all day long.


As he hung up, I inquired.&nbsp; I just had to.&nbsp; Normally I wouldn&#39;t.&nbsp; But he seemed game.&nbsp; &quot;Is everything okay?&nbsp; Do you have a fare you&#39;re late for?&quot;


&quot;No, no,&quot; he says.&nbsp; &quot;No one else will drive him, so I do.&quot;


Pause.


Beat.


What?


&quot;He is in a wheelchair.&nbsp; Other side of city.&nbsp; He has no money.&nbsp; Appointments.&nbsp; I drive him for free 3 to 4 days a week.&quot;


&quot;Wow,&quot; I say, &quot;that&#39;s a really nice thing to do.&quot;


&quot;Sure.&nbsp; Well.&nbsp; I would hope someone would do it for me, no?&nbsp; I take care of him; help him.&nbsp; Maybe someone will pray for me some day.&quot;


&nbsp;


At which point I am stopped in my tracks.


&quot;Pray for you?&quot;


&quot;Sure.&nbsp; He cannot pay me, so maybe he will pray for me.&quot;


&quot;How much is his fare?&quot;


&quot;$38,&quot; he says.


He knows it by heart.


He does it all the time.


&nbsp;


His mind appears to wander for a moment, drifting to another place.&nbsp; Praying perhaps.&nbsp; Or wondering.


And with this proclamation, he is back: &quot;Karma,&quot; he says.


&quot;Excuse me?&quot;


&quot;Karma.&quot;


&quot;What about karma?&quot;&nbsp;&nbsp; 


&quot;I do good, maybe good things happen to me.&quot;&nbsp;&nbsp;


If only it worked that way, I think to myself.&nbsp; And also glad it doesn&#39;t.&nbsp; 


&quot;Well, it&#39;s a really nice thing you&#39;re doing.&nbsp;&nbsp;I think it&#39;s just great.&quot;


&quot;Thirty-eight dollars&nbsp;is not so much. If I do it for him, I&#39;m not poor.&nbsp; If he paid me, I&#39;m not&nbsp;rich.&nbsp; I&#39;m same.&quot;&nbsp;


&quot;I&#39;m same,&quot; I repeat, as if I&#39;m hearing a philosophical mantra&nbsp;for the first time.&nbsp; A chant I can visualize cross-legged monks repeating over and over again in some faraway hilltop monastery.&nbsp; Transcendence by way of perspective.&nbsp; Material neutrality by way of selflessness.&nbsp; The tributaries flow for several seconds....


And like him before, I find that we are now both deep in thought.


The sing-songy way he said, &quot;I&#39;m same&quot; is a lilt in my mind.


He continues, his left hand riding a wave that appears to&nbsp;permeate the windshield.&nbsp; &quot;Flow like water.&nbsp; God will sort it out.&quot;


Huh.&nbsp; A surprisingly seamless juxtaposition and combination of east and west, yin and yang, this and that to create&nbsp;his sweet marmalade.


&nbsp;


Just then,&nbsp;his horrifically annoying squawk box squealed to life as the dispatcher made some sort of terse announcement.&nbsp; 


The cabbie snorts and guffaws.


&quot;See?&nbsp; Karma!&quot; he howls.


&quot;Karma?&quot; I ask.&nbsp; &quot;What happened?&quot;


His sedan is floating on a cushion of air as we coast into the airport and approach the entrance&nbsp;for my departure gate.


&quot;I have co-worker,&quot; he says.&nbsp; He raises both hands in the air and balls them into fists and shakes them.&nbsp; &quot;Bully.&nbsp; A bully.&nbsp; He takes good fares.&nbsp; He had a $200 fare.&nbsp; Would have been mine, but I lost it.&quot;


&quot;Why?&quot;


&quot;Wheelchair.&nbsp; Will be getting man in wheelchair.&quot;


&quot;But...?&quot;


&quot;But dispatch says $200 fare has cancelled.&nbsp; Got a ride with someone else.&quot;


As it turns out, the bully had apparently usurped my driver (poaching his fare while&nbsp;he prepared to perform&nbsp;his Samaritan act of altruism), only to arrive at the pick-up location and depart empty-handed because the impatient customer caught a ride with someone else.&nbsp;&nbsp;Out the two-hundred bucks as a result.


It had apparently become a rather good afternoon after all, and my driver wore the beautiful expression of vindication like the Joker wears lipstick.


The tires squealed us to a stop, he threw it into neutral, bounded to the trunk like Tigger...Gollum&#39;s happy twin...Disney&#39;s Quasimoto...or Frankenstein&#39;s Igor (as played by Marty Feldman)...enthusiastically grabbing my bag and walking me all the way to the door.


&nbsp;


In fifteen minutes we&#39;d covered nearly&nbsp;five miles in heavy traffic.&nbsp; I paid him my fare, a generous tip, and handed him two twenties and said, &quot;For driving the other man.&quot;


He stood before me, a few paper bills in his hand, fanned-out like cards.


With tears in his eyes, he looked up and hugged me.&nbsp; 


&quot;It&#39;s okay,&quot; I whispered.


&quot;I will&nbsp;pray for you,&quot; he says.&nbsp;&nbsp;&quot;What is your name, so I can pray for you?&quot;&nbsp;


&quot;Blake,&quot; I said, and he told me his.


&quot;Poor, rich, same,&quot; I chuckled.


&quot;Karma,&quot; he said, and the maestro turned to walk back to his cab,&nbsp;a surprising carriage filled with hope and overflowing with music, one destined for&nbsp;a very important&nbsp;passenger waiting on the other side.

Karma Cab

Good grief, has it really been five months?
Life is flying by.... That, and the fact that&mdash;as I joked with a client months ago&mdash;"Blogging feels so...long-form." (Anything more than 140 characters seems like such a colossal imposition on folks' finite reading allowances these days.) Alas, I have not written you since August.
But I'm in a "writerly" mood, finding myself eyeballs-deep ghostwriting for a client and needing a twenty-minute brain-break over lunch. So I'll turn to something simpler: my own thoughts.
&nbsp;
Here it is...January 7th, 2014. As a dear friend at a New Year party commented, "2014 can't help but be a better year than one with a thirteen in it." Who knows. 2013 was awesome, but it's always a crapshoot, isn't it?
Or, as the philosophical-Oreo-center&nbsp;might say, "Calendars are just arbitrary, mechanistic, ill-fitting templates&nbsp;designed to make sense of seasonal rhythms in ways that nature never intended, so there's no point resolving that the next twelve whatevers would be any different than the last twelve."
But sure, 2014 certainly sounds more fun than 2013. I'll give her that.
&nbsp;
I sincerely hope that 2013 was a wonderful year for you, and that 2014 will be even better.
I find that as I grow older, my wants and wishes have become simpler.
I still pump and pedal, search and strive, reach and run, but it's fair to say that The Serenity Prayer best captures my heart's desire: "God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference."
Most of the time, I don't pray FOR&nbsp;THINGS so much as for everything. Rather than some animated Aladdin, I instead view Christ as the one with whom I must be aligned. "Lord, may I seek and see and serve your will today." I pray for contentment, peace, and sometimes understanding, but mostly contentment and peace, because I know that understanding is a bit of a stretch, particularly in this broken world where war, starvation, disease, hate and genocide rage.
I cannot explain 99.99% of what occurs, but I can pray that when it happens, it would somehow be well with my soul. Or that when I cannot reconcile a particular splinter with my nail, that I might find tweezers or some other suitable instrument designed to make things healthier for all involved.&nbsp;
&nbsp;
Regardless, I&mdash;and we&mdash;likely have one goal or another for 2014.
Sure, I pray that if they are God's will they would come true.
But more importantly, I pray that if or when you get some lemons, you can find an outlet for that juicer.
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